Seems like I only come back here when I’m feeling empty.
I guess the amount of time since my last post at least proves I can be happy working on my life and doing things I love. Of course when I get happy I open myself up a little and maybe think about giving someone a chance. It takes so much effort to move this wall and it never seems like it’s worth it at all.
How am I supposed to trust anyone when I go outside of what I am normally drawn to think this person is worth my time and effort only to have him do the same things every other guy does?
I’m tired of it. I’m tired of being told I’m amazing but that’s not enough to keep you from telling skanks online how beautiful and sexy they are? Yes it’s my fault for thinking you were any different than anyone else. Stupid stupid girl.
ok that’s enough, dry your eyes no point in crying over this one when you knew in your heart it would end the same as everything else. the more and more time that goes by i’m positive that love is ever equal. one person always feels it more, that person always gets hurt. sorry i’m so jaded, i wasn’t born this way.
I can definitely relate to this post right now. I’m still holding out hope that there are genuinely nice guys out there somewhere…
awww. sorry for your pain. Remember there are times when we will hit rock bottom, but then we cannot go lower and all that is left is to rise again. This world is massive, you will find the one. Just give it time. Believe in yourself, the world and God ^_^
Hope you feel better soon