A New Year

I know a lot of people get self reflective and think that the next year will have to be better but I just wanted to enlighten everyone who has been reading this about the things I learned.

The guy, the one who smashed my heart into tiny little pieces lied to me about everything. I got this lame email from him and I would cut and paste it but it’s more attention than he deserves.

He destroyed me. He lied to me about another girl even when I looked him in the face and he looked right in my eyes and lied straight to my face.

Men are scum.

I can’t say every single one is but there hasn’t been a guy yet who hasn’t lied to me.

I don’t go for the same guy over and over, I try all different ones. They all end up being douche bags.

I’m not making a vow. I’m just sitting here feeling sorry for myself because the guy who lied to me is in some far off wonderful place with the girl he lied to me about. It hurts and I’m trying not to let it. It’s been 76 days since I cut him out of my life and every single one of them have been painful and worse than the last.

I’m so done with this pain.

I’m done believing people.

I’m just done.

Thanks for all the kind words, I’d like to say they help but they really don’t. Sorry.

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